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Sunday, January 8, 2012

My Subconcious Acting up at its Finest

Pretty much a dream post occuring because of something I have been stressing out over. You see, back in early December, a few days before the eleventh (thats my birthday) I broke up with my boyfriend of almost a year. Anyways, not to long ago at work he threatened me and i had to report him, well Monday, now tomorrow, the heads of the store are going to talk to him, and I have been given the off (yes, we work together)

So this dream starts off in this huge open plain, there are long, wooden, tables set up (think the first thanksgiving images with pilgrims about to feast) and countless people sitting at them, there is the judges table, sat up higher then the rest, a table set off to the side for evidence, and then the box where me and the ex will be sitting.

While things are getting underway, and they are looking for a witness, named Mary (not someone i know personally, but looks like a little old woman I used to work with, to come through, I and my team, are setting up to recover some stolen euipment by the sea creatures/ aliens that have been hindering operations for some time now. (our gear is black with neon colors, like stuff from the new Tron movie)

They dont need me in court yet, and as i am not head of the team, i work the big guns, so they are priority at the moment. We head off underwater, fighting what comes our way, and like some giant boss battle out of a game, this weird, squid faced automaton comes alive and after us. Low on ammo, we decide to go around him, get our things inside the cavern and then take him out. We werent expecting arw equpiment to be faulty. As we shift through it, I grab one of mine and press down the trigger button, the gun os black and green and starts charging, it is my rocket launcher, at least that is what I call it as it sends off heated, fiery balls of energy.

I quickly leave the cavern and start taking aim, the charger produces a circle, grey when not locked on, orange when charging and finally red right before it shoots off. Perfect hit, but his damage meter is barely affected. Now i have to do this again, and again, meanwhile my gun is malfuntioning here and there and my team mates are firing what ever rounds they can, if not more then a distraction, we finally finish him off.

Back in the cavern, we gothrough our things, my team lead finds a bottleof shampoo in my bag and e ve ryone laughs. Shampoo is a luxury, and baths and showers are a thung of the past as everythung is suit skins and chemical based. As we head for surface, thelady of the lake, the main creature we cant seem to takeout taunts us, and disappears. Ignoring her as we are out of supplies, we return to people looking for me.

In hysterics i am to d the witness has come through, and dropping my things i run off with th court suits. I am led to the table to meet Mary, and we are lookimg for a glimpse of the ex as he takes the stand. All my things left at his place are being offered into evidence and I amstruck with a wave of guiltand embaressesment, meanwhile Mary is muttering somethung about his eyes and gets up and runs from the table. Me, and another take off after her and she turnsto me, holding my arms and says his eyes, with eyes like those, you are bound to lose and she runs off.

I already knowthis though. I know his temper, i know how he likes getting in what he has to say, it does not matter if or how many timeshe interrupts, and it does not matter if someone else hasan opinion, if its not his, it is not right and does not matter.

Now im freaking out, i run off.. I need to hide, i keep saying i cant do this. I dont know who r what convinces me to come back, butI do. I head to the evidence table where I find a folder of mine, It has a picture of Thor listening to an ipod on it, so everyone that knows me, knows that this is the folder i keep close to me. I open it only to find pictures of places i wentto with theex but im not in them. I say oh, i remeber doing that there, and someone points out the date and tells me i wasnt there.

I thumb througj more, there are a bunch ofpictures, made ot fit on printer paper, someone was spying, and not that anyone believea me, that it wasnt me, and some thungs, like movies ive never seen are in there. But, i have a hunch who it was and i ask to use the phone. Ive got ten minutes.

His name is Cameron and ive been seeing him since thungs went down with the ex (in the real world, i amseeing someome and everythingive done with him, is coming up as ive done withthis cameron... The way I see it, my realworld boy would never screw me over like this...)
So I call Cameron, and itdoes not take much for him to confirm the photos andthat he waslooking out for me. I toldhim if they come into play the case can bethrown out, orthey will use it all against me, either way i lose,and end the conversation by ending thungs with him.

Now i am called to the stand, the pictures are brought up first thing, and I hide nothing as i plainly admit i was seeing someone else.... And then i am awake

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