Monday, May 23, 2011
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Broken Glasses
a dream I had over the weekend [though I had quite a few but its the only one remember] it involved me looking at my glasses, there were broken oddly.
The right side piece that goes over your esr was completely snapped off, and part of the frame was broken on top of the right lense as well [my eye sight sucks but my right eye is better then my left].
Anyways, it might mean something along the lines that my vision is distored [which totally makes sense at this point in my life] and that things are unclear I dont know whats goona happen.
Right now I dont know whats gonna happen. Ive been so stressed, so off put, so worried. Now my dreams are possibly foretelling my furture and no matter what I do I can't seem to change anything no matter how fucking hard I try.
I've realized something thoughh, why I cant control my dreams. Ive notices, and know a few people who caan and are surprised when I admit that I cant. I think its because they are meant to hel, precursoors in some cases likvisions, and you cant control visions, at least that I know of but you can chnage your fate anur destiny, and if things are not going the i want them to to you better believe Im going to do everything in my power to change them.
Go ahead, call me crazy.
The right side piece that goes over your esr was completely snapped off, and part of the frame was broken on top of the right lense as well [my eye sight sucks but my right eye is better then my left].
Anyways, it might mean something along the lines that my vision is distored [which totally makes sense at this point in my life] and that things are unclear I dont know whats goona happen.
Right now I dont know whats gonna happen. Ive been so stressed, so off put, so worried. Now my dreams are possibly foretelling my furture and no matter what I do I can't seem to change anything no matter how fucking hard I try.
I've realized something thoughh, why I cant control my dreams. Ive notices, and know a few people who caan and are surprised when I admit that I cant. I think its because they are meant to hel, precursoors in some cases likvisions, and you cant control visions, at least that I know of but you can chnage your fate anur destiny, and if things are not going the i want them to to you better believe Im going to do everything in my power to change them.
Go ahead, call me crazy.
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
"Ponyo" Interpretation
So, ive got this really good friend [I may have mentioned this before] that I always go to about dreams, problems, odd things tat happen, and just about anything and everything else you can thing of, as he comes to me. Hes theonly person i know that can help me interpret things on a differs, non science based level, and not think me a fool. Anyways, I finally told him about the "Ponyo" dream and he actually went and started looking things up and trying to find a perspective for it in my life.
Ponyo, whos name I have to rember to look up, meanings and origins and all that for, may actually not be the demon i think he is, but more of an omen, telling me things physically in my subconscious because i cant seem to pick up on thingss mentally, awake or asleep.
One of the things he found was the following...
"Blue represents truth, wisdom, heaven, eternity, devotion, tranquility, loyalty and openness. Perhaps you are expressing a desire to get away. The presence of this color in your dream, may symbolize your spiritual guide and your optimism of the future. You have clarity of mind. Alternatively, the color blue may also be a metaphor for "being blue" and feeling sad."
Theres plenty more... mayebe ill copy the facebook message of what he found and said.
Ponyo, whos name I have to rember to look up, meanings and origins and all that for, may actually not be the demon i think he is, but more of an omen, telling me things physically in my subconscious because i cant seem to pick up on thingss mentally, awake or asleep.
One of the things he found was the following...
"Blue represents truth, wisdom, heaven, eternity, devotion, tranquility, loyalty and openness. Perhaps you are expressing a desire to get away. The presence of this color in your dream, may symbolize your spiritual guide and your optimism of the future. You have clarity of mind. Alternatively, the color blue may also be a metaphor for "being blue" and feeling sad."
Theres plenty more... mayebe ill copy the facebook message of what he found and said.
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Ponyo
The name of the newest entity//demon that is seeming to haunt that regions of my mind, and all playing along with the same dream theme, everything is the same minus the subtle differences that make you question your surroundings when you wake up.
Ponyo, the name came to me in the dream [which ive now had stuck in my head for weeks so I guss being able to remember this dream means something] He was tall, and seemed to be a dark blue skin color. Maybe black spikey hair... not sure if it was shadow or not.
Anyways, the dream.
My bf and I were laying in bed and were bored. [here we are in his bedroom studio apartment, everything is the same] So, we decided to head down stairs to what appeared to be a hotel lobby to get drinks [well him anyways because only he could order legally] and I went off and sat down some where to wait for him. [the lobby colors are gold and red] He is in his black tripp pants and bare feet. and Im in my black sports bra, Transformers boxers and bare feet. [I guess maybe we kind of owned the place, or no one cared if you walked around in whatever you were wearing when you crawled out of be.
things happen I cant remember probably nothing note worthy...
We get back to the room and its dark and hot and I have this weird feeling, and as I go towards the bathroom I get attacked, but I knew it was coming. I caught the wrist with the knife, a big shiny one at that, and was forcefully knocked into the wall, I struggled with him and i ont know if the bf got involved or it just disappeared.
Next thing I know the bfs alarm is going off and im trying to tell him to be carefull when he goes to the bathroom, but he wont listen to me and I know with all my body that the demon is standing in the shadows, right where he was when he attacked me, and i was right the bf gets attacked, actually stabbed for the matter, but where I cant remember.
Now his alarm is going off for real. I wake up with him and just stare in the direction of the demon in my dream i see nothing but feel everything, but nothing happens as the bf goes to take his shower. And when he leaves for work, im scared. I go to the bathroom, run past the corner in and out and hold my breath, and dare not look back behind me when i crawl back into bed. I do pretty much the same thing ever time since. I near freeze when I could out of the bathroom and its dark, or the bf is gone and I crawl into bed alone, I hide under blankets and dont move.
I hae no idea why this still bothers me... even weeks later after the dream.
Ponyo, the name came to me in the dream [which ive now had stuck in my head for weeks so I guss being able to remember this dream means something] He was tall, and seemed to be a dark blue skin color. Maybe black spikey hair... not sure if it was shadow or not.
Anyways, the dream.
My bf and I were laying in bed and were bored. [here we are in his bedroom studio apartment, everything is the same] So, we decided to head down stairs to what appeared to be a hotel lobby to get drinks [well him anyways because only he could order legally] and I went off and sat down some where to wait for him. [the lobby colors are gold and red] He is in his black tripp pants and bare feet. and Im in my black sports bra, Transformers boxers and bare feet. [I guess maybe we kind of owned the place, or no one cared if you walked around in whatever you were wearing when you crawled out of be.
things happen I cant remember probably nothing note worthy...
We get back to the room and its dark and hot and I have this weird feeling, and as I go towards the bathroom I get attacked, but I knew it was coming. I caught the wrist with the knife, a big shiny one at that, and was forcefully knocked into the wall, I struggled with him and i ont know if the bf got involved or it just disappeared.
Next thing I know the bfs alarm is going off and im trying to tell him to be carefull when he goes to the bathroom, but he wont listen to me and I know with all my body that the demon is standing in the shadows, right where he was when he attacked me, and i was right the bf gets attacked, actually stabbed for the matter, but where I cant remember.
Now his alarm is going off for real. I wake up with him and just stare in the direction of the demon in my dream i see nothing but feel everything, but nothing happens as the bf goes to take his shower. And when he leaves for work, im scared. I go to the bathroom, run past the corner in and out and hold my breath, and dare not look back behind me when i crawl back into bed. I do pretty much the same thing ever time since. I near freeze when I could out of the bathroom and its dark, or the bf is gone and I crawl into bed alone, I hide under blankets and dont move.
I hae no idea why this still bothers me... even weeks later after the dream.
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