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Sunday, January 24, 2010

Do My Eyes Decieve Me?

its almost seven pm and im sitting in the passengers seat of the car moving from cleveland to cicincinnati... currently about an hour out of cincinnati.

im stareing out my window and in the distance an orb like object streaks acroos the sky. it wast a lightr of a car passing by... oh no this was way faster

lately i have acknowledged the idea of ufos and aliens and other exrta terrestrial phenomena and such so it is a possibility i am playing tricks on muself with mind and eyes

but theres a small part of me that thinks it was something. maybe even a shooting star.

i dont know. maybe im crazy or maybe im perfectly sane and now that im more accepting of things i can see more.

what say you?

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Aliens do Exist?

So I have this great fear of Aliens; and I know what your thinking... I've been watching to many movies... but thats not the case.

I can watch Independance Day, Aliens, Predator, Species, Alone in the dark... all those with out a problem. You turn on ET and I flip a shit. Maybe It is the eyes... Have you seen the end of Indiana Jones 4, that shit fucked with me for months. I also do not like the movie Signs, or the aliens in Scary Movie 3.

Because of this fear I have deemed Aliens unreal and non existant. But that goes againt my idea of if their are so many stories by so many cultures then it must be real. Also, I believe in all things paranormal which apparently includes Aliens, UFO's, and other strange and unexplained phenomena.

So I have started doing a little researching and am trying to open my mind about them. But it is hard, especially with the term alien bothering me.

What do I expect to find? I expect to find more questions then answers, but more so get over whatever stereotype I have in my head, and get past my fear, whatever that may be.



And ideas? opinions from those interested by such?

Saturday, January 16, 2010

College Dorm Room 3

This morning, January 16th, I woke and met up with a roomie in the bathroom. She was telling me how she couldn't sleep.

She said she kept smelling sulfur through the night and woke up smelling burnt breakfast.

She also said she kept having a dream where I was in a bed and Andrew was sitting in a chair next to it holding my hand.

Sulfur
burnt breakfast
hospital style
...

Thats creepy... I'll get more from here

College Dorm Room 2

As of night, January 14th and early morning January 15th between 1:30 am am and 2:00 am I had another "episode" of mine.

I was laying in bed with my boyfriend Andrew and we were half asleep when I heard a strange creaking like noise. It sounded like when the wind blows hard and moves trees against an old house's roof top or someone walking on old floor boards that creak together. Either way it was eerie. I thought nothing of it until I heard it again followed by strange howling noises outside. There was no wind, my roommates were dead asleep and the beds squeak not creak eerily.

I immediately shot up to an almost sitting up position and said, "Babe! Did you hear that?"

"Hear what?" he asked.

I listened for a moment, sighed and laid back down. "Nothing, Don't worry about it." I said as I wrapped his arm back around me and squeezed tightly.

"Are you ok babe?" he asked after a few moments.

"Yah, fine" I said as I continued to hear the odd creaking.

I lied still facing the wall. My body felt cold and my ears tingled. It felt like a blanket was on my but it was a cold blanket and made me shake.

"Fuck yea!"

I shot straight up with terror, my eyes were wide.

"Babe! Did you just whisper in my ear?"

He said no in a half asleep voice and paid no mind to me until I asked again and asked if he was sure.

He sat up and grabbed my arm I told him I can hear him laughing, I can feel him smiling, hes mocking me and he is happy about what he is doing.

Andrew is a skeptic about these things and he was doing everything he could to figure out what was going on. As I sat there he got up because he was hot and wanted to turn the heat down and as he walked away I stopped breathing.

I started gasping for air, and taking huge breaths. He tried to get me to steady my breath but it hurt when I tried and I just needed more. Finally I calmed down from it and he tried to get me to go out and walk with him. I couldn't move though. My legs were stuck, my body was shaking and I had no feeling in my hands. My eyes were wide with shock and I didn't know what to do.

He finally got me up and had to keep me balanced multiple times. We walked down the hall and some stairs and came back the same way. Once I was back in the room I was much more calm and whatever presence I was feeling before was gone now. I slept easy for the rest of the night.

Morning came and all seemed fine. Except for the fact none of this affected Andrew and he wished he did. All I wished was that he didn't have to see me like that.

It was weird though, I couldn't see the face of this entity, yet I could. I can not explain it

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

College Dorm Room

So I can not remember when the couple unexplainable occurrences went down but I do know this.

Twice I have seen a little old lady with white curly hair and a mean glare on her face. Once was at the foot of my bed, starring at me and a second time, she was at the foot of my friends bed starring at me. Her presence made me feel like I should not be in the room and that she was unhappy with me.

There is a sliver of a thought that she could be related to me. An ancestor on my dad's side of the family. My great-grandfather on back on that side of the family are Italian mafia. I do not know much, but I intend to know more. The only conclusion is that perhaps she is angry with me because I have not taken it upon myself to either learn more or in fact find that side of the family and return to them. Perhaps she is angry at what a disappointment some of my family has become. Then again she may have nothing to do with me and may not like me at all. Regardless, I still get that unwanted, get out feeling from her.

A third occurrence was a creature like hiss not long before Thanksgiving break. It was around 2 am and I was not long in bed before I was half asleep. I can not describe this hiss but it scared me out of the room and I did not return until my friends were ready to go back and chill and go to bed.

The most recent apparently happened when I was not in the room. There is a light stand that was turning on and off. According to my friend it happened a few times and even tried waking the other roommate up. (I will have her comment details). When I found out about this I immediately tried to figure out why it would come on. It was plugged in tightly, the bulbs were not loose, the switch is hard to turn and even then you have to turn it a few times to get it to come on and should you turn the wrong way the thing comes loose and you never get the light on. I also shook it by the stand and shook the cord. Nothing was making the light come on. So what could it have been?

What is in this room? Is it I that lures them there? It is my presence that amuses them, or are they already here and we (my roommates and I) are bothering them. If there are even multiple? And what of the old lady?