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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Dreaming about Hitler

A Dream I had whilst sleeping Sunday night, December 27th



Theres a good chance this dream just screwed with me. But it's what happened after that's really messed up

Ghost Hunters Iinternational(GHI): Will be investigating someplace (I can't remember where) and will be looking for Hitler's ghost/spirit/entity. Obviously there are commercails on tv for it and is probably the cause of my dream

In the dream...

It was me Grant (who is one of the original ghost hunters and not part of (GHI) and some other guy (whom I apparently trusted and knew) and the three of us went alone to hunt Hitler's ghost. Which was fine and I' m all for. So where ever we were we were doing the usual sweeps for energy, hot and cold spots evp's, provoking and what not .... like any good ghost hunter should. and I remember we were in this one room and grant goes "I know your here"... and a voice goes "really"? next the room is distorted and odd red oranges and yellow colors, theres blood everywhere and the third guy is holding me telling me its going to be alright right before im torn from his arms and being held upside down in the air meanwhile i cant breathe and Im looking Hitler in th face when I wake up.

I woke up and I coudnt move, heard an odd tapping noise (over the quiet noise of my fan) and found it hard to breathe. finally I turned over held my cat and went back to sleep, but I had to count and think of other things because I was drifting right back into that dream... it was like I was being called back in. When I would drift off I would return where I would leave before waking.

The next day, which is mentioned in Paranormal Events

I heard a reptile like hissfelt a cold spot where I was sitting (which was not far from my computer) , moved to the chair in front of my computer and started feeling sick, My right pupil became twice the size of my left, my hands were dragging my nails around, I wasnt really in control of my body, but I was... I diddnt feel like my self, the hairs on my neck were standing up, I was super cold and something poked my head. this all occured after an intense dream.

To note but may just be a coincidence have nothing to do with anything, Jimmy "the Rev" Sullivan, drummer for Avenged Sevenfold, died that morning, I woke up, after being traumitized by the dream to find out. I am sure there were other deaths but that is the only one I know of worth noting.

Is it possible I let something out while dreaming? Is it possible that all the energy in my house is causing this phenomena? Is it possible I am a sensetive? A combination of them all?

I, of course am not to sure. I do know this, within the past couple days there has been a lot of activity around me and no one is noticing anything.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Paranormal Events

There are so many things I have expierienced... believe me or not. I don't remember exact days or anything I just remembered they occured.

A dead music box from my grandfahter randomly started playing (my room, second house)

a bowl was thrown at my head, moved from the drainboard across the room (my dads second house, kitchen, around 3 am)

I was at a friends house and smeeled something fruity, and intoxicating. I asked her what it was and she had no idea what I was talking about. I was going home (across the street) when I saw someone walk up my driveway, I called out to the figure but he ran and when i got to my driveway he was gone.

I ve seen a male with silver hair and eyes multiple times. I woke and his eyes were level wih my face, Ive seen him in a physics class once out the window I whipped my head around became dizzy went home and founf out later I avoided a fight I would have got caught in the middle of if I had been there.

I've had a safety pin shoved in my arm

I've woken up with a black eye

seen an old woman in my dorm room twice, felt her a third

heard an animalistic breathing in my dorm room around 2 am

as of last night, December 28th
I head a reptile like hiss
felt a cold spot where I was sitting, moved and started feeling sick, My right pupil became twice the size of my left, my hands were dragging my nails around, I wasnt really in cintrol of my body, but I was... I diddnt feel like my self, the hairs on my neck were standing up, I was super cold and something poked my head. this all occured after an intense dream.

I'll update when I can remember more

Reincarnation


My oldest most profound thought about myself. I have come to the conclusion, or at least greatly believe that I am a reincarnated Egyptian Priestess. I believe this for many reasons.

My first reason is that when I was 9 I recieved my first ankh, more like I woudnt let my little brother get rid of it because the chain for it break. It was indeed a necklace and I was indeed fasinated with it, not because it was jewelry but because of the symbol. It intrigued me and thus my expedition into the ancient culture became an obsession.

When I was 13 my grandfather died. He was the reason I believe in God and and studied the chrisitan religion. But when he died I denied God, not wholy, but it was close. My brother and I moved to the city and had to start a new life. I went to school at a little Christian church (my mom refused to put us in the public city schools) and there were about 30 of us with 4 teachers the pastor and kids in k-12. The pastor somewhat reminded me of my grandfather and I thought maybe I could come out of my denial and depression but everytime I had a break or free time I was researching. From Ancient culture to Necromany, the dead and undead, anything that was not normal and not christian. Quickly I became shunned for my different thinking, was consiered the anti christ, and the pastor once mentioned something about an exorsism in a conversation. The only thing that that school did for me was make me realise how ignorant some people are and that I had a duty to the dead .

Thats when it happened that year I had a dream. I was an Egyptian Priestess and I was resurrecting the dead. I don't remember the dream but I do remember waking up and speaking what I belive to be the ancient language. My step sister was in my room at the time and she woke up and heard me.

Cats were cherished by ancient Egyptians. There is a Cat god. I happen to be a cat lover. I have been know to pet cats, pick up cats when know one else could. Maybe I'm just luckly, maybe I find the cat in a better mood, I dont't know. However, I do have a birthmark on my ankle that looks like a cat (picture later).

Today i want to be a forensic Anthropologist. It is a person who uses what they know about people and regions and such and adds forensics to identify dead bodies and remains that cant normaly be identified. My goal is to work for the FBI, but I would be happy working anywhere that allows me to put the dead at peace and give families and friends some sort of clousure.

Wether I'm a reincarnated priestess or im full of shit, maybe i'm some thing else. I dont know.

Monday, December 28, 2009

Introductions

For as long as i can remember I have been fasinated with the paranormal... even before I even could understand it.

My name is Nicole and I am a 19 year old female from the states. I was raised on religion, although I have been deyning such since I was 13, but I have never had a problem with learing about multipul religion and have been hard at work at accepting everyones religions. When I was 9 Irecieved my first Ankh and become obsessed with ancient Egyptian culture, which led to the fasination of other ancient cultures. Some where between all this I began expieriencing paranormal activity. I've seen things, been touched, heard things, spoke in another language, and have come to the conclusion that I am a reincarnation.

I have a friend who makes connections for me and will post those as I get them to. The day I started tell her about my expierences we stayed up all night and talked and connected and some of things are pretty legit.

Yes, I understand most people are skeptic, and most will think I am full of myself. But I assure I am making none of this up. If it helps, my boyfriend is a skeptic and hardly believe me.

I only ask that anything I tell you, anything that I write, you give me your honest opinion. Please analyze my dreams my thoughts, what things could mean, tell me I'm full of crap and call me a blasphmer, I need to hear other individuals voices.

I will start with the older stuff, and work my way to the most recent then keep things updated from there.