Ponyo

The name of the newest entity//demon that is seeming to haunt that regions of my mind, and all playing along with the same dream theme, everything is the same minus the subtle differences that make you question your surroundings when you wake up.

Ponyo, the name came to me in the dream [which ive now had stuck in my head for weeks so I guss being able to remember this dream means something] He was tall, and seemed to be a dark blue skin color. Maybe black spikey hair... not sure if it was shadow or not.

Anyways, the dream.

My bf and I were laying in bed and were bored. [here we are in his bedroom studio apartment, everything is the same] So, we decided to head down stairs to what appeared to be a hotel lobby to get drinks [well him anyways because only he could order legally] and I went off and sat down some where to wait for him. [the lobby colors are gold and red] He is in his black tripp pants and bare feet. and Im in my black sports bra, Transformers boxers and bare feet. [I guess maybe we kind of owned the place, or no one cared if you walked around in whatever you were wearing when you crawled out of be.

things happen I cant remember probably nothing note worthy...

We get back to the room and its dark and hot and I have this weird feeling, and as I go towards the bathroom I get attacked, but I knew it was coming. I caught the wrist with the knife, a big shiny one at that, and was forcefully knocked into the wall, I struggled with him and i ont know if the bf got involved or it just disappeared.

Next thing I know the bfs alarm is going off and im trying to tell him to be carefull when he goes to the bathroom, but he wont listen to me and I know with all my body that the demon is standing in the shadows, right where he was when he attacked me, and i was right the bf gets attacked, actually stabbed for the matter, but where I cant remember.

Now his alarm is going off for real. I wake up with him and just stare in the direction of the demon in my dream i see nothing but feel everything, but nothing happens as the bf goes to take his shower. And when he leaves for work, im scared. I go to the bathroom, run past the corner in and out and hold my breath, and dare not look back behind me when i crawl back into bed. I do pretty much the same thing ever time since. I near freeze when I could out of the bathroom and its dark, or the bf is gone and I crawl into bed alone, I hide under blankets and dont move.

I hae no idea why this still bothers me... even weeks later after the dream.