So, on my way to work today, as i was nearing the exit ramp I take to get off the highway, I passed one of those trucks that look like a mini semi and a van that was parked behind it. I dont know what was wrong with the truck but as I passed the non moving vechiles I looked into my mirror and watched as a truck/van (maybr like an explorer/expedition/xrt) did a 90 degree angle into the side of the truck.
it hit, richocheted off back into the middle of the four lane highway and pieces flew all over the place. My jaw dropped as all this took place and i started shking... moments sooner i could have been in betwween the truck and the vechicle. My car is small, it stough but small.
up till that point my day have been going really well. i get to work and im tuck getting blamed for a shitty machine that wont work right, being thought of as an incompetent fool upsets me greatly, andmy time of the month started since.
I dont believe in coincidence. But I do believe in larma, and that everythg happens for a reason.
Am I being punished for something? Am I being tested? Was it a test earlier? Are the Gods fucking with me, like a national pick on Nicole day? What the fuck? I dont even understand.
I waas at the boy friends house this morning and said oveover again if I wasnt getting overtime friday I.d stay with him. I was tired and un motivavted. Had I stayed would I have stsil witnessed something like this? Where were my warning signs?
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